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Living in a world of hypocrisy
...welcome to my escape
Created on 2003-10-13 17:32:46 (#1388280), last updated 2004-07-07
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Basic Info| Name: | Dying to live, living to die |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 03-24 |
| Location: | California, United States |
BioHi, my name is Lauren and this is my livejournal. I like to think I'm friendly, so if you're interested add me!
My December
By Linkin Park
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need
And I Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
Cute Without the 'E' (Cut From the Team)
By Taking Back Sunday
Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel
I know exactly what goes on
When everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted, princess
(well which would you prefer)
My finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
Me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
let's go...
Don't bother trying to explain Angel
I know exactly what goes on when you're on and
How about I'm outside of your window
(how about I'm outside of your window)
Watching him keep the details covered
Nutshell
By Alice In Chains (Adema Cover)
We chase misprinted lies
We face the path of time
And yet I fight
And yet I fight
This battle all alone
No one to cry to
No place to call home
Ooh ooh...
Ooh ooh...
My gift of self is raped
My privacy is raked
And yet I find
And yet I find
Repeating in my head
If I can't be my own
I'd feel better dead
Sway
By Lostprophets
When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes and the dreams
Into another day, another day
When the trees start to swing
And the wind makes them groan
I can tell that you don't know
To all the fights I've conquered and behold
The times have changed and I will now move over slowly
But through it all I still feel lost without you
And to find a new soul, as silence takes it's toll
(you sway)
When you are lost
(you sway)
When you're alone
(you sway)
When all you want is to find home
As the light crawls in
Feel the volume of the sky
Mark your place in time with another question why
Tiny flickers in the night
Always looking to be right
To all the fights I've conquered and behold
The times have changed and I will now move over slowly
But through it all I still feel lost without you
And to find a new soul, as silence takes it's toll
(you sway)
When you are lost
(you sway)
When you're alone
(you sway)
When all you want is to find home
Every Reason To
By From Autumn to Ashes
I thought about the end today
The final chapter
The last scene
Ending what is here and what is now
And all there is to come
No hope for tomorrow, for today
Through all this talk, on how numb
There's one just out of reach on how numb
And you bet it shows, you bet it shows
Shake downs like these get old
So now I take my heart in hand
Bleach out the shades of detriment
Branded with names that I resent
Worship on your knees again
Wear it upon my sleeve the end
Ending what is here and what is now
And all there is to come
No Hope for tomorrow for today
Through all this talk, on how numb
There's one just out of reach on how numb
And you bet it shows, you bet it shows
Shake downs like these get old
And you bet it shows, you bet it shows
In your eyes I can see
Tomorrow out of reach
This is detachment
In your eyes I can see
Tomorrow beyond me
Hurt
by Nine Inch Nails
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
I try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way.
Random Thought: Whoo! I love my new car a lot!
My December
By Linkin Park
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need
And I Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to
Cute Without the 'E' (Cut From the Team)
By Taking Back Sunday
Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel
I know exactly what goes on
When everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted, princess
(well which would you prefer)
My finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
Me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
let's go...
Don't bother trying to explain Angel
I know exactly what goes on when you're on and
How about I'm outside of your window
(how about I'm outside of your window)
Watching him keep the details covered
Nutshell
By Alice In Chains (Adema Cover)
We chase misprinted lies
We face the path of time
And yet I fight
And yet I fight
This battle all alone
No one to cry to
No place to call home
Ooh ooh...
Ooh ooh...
My gift of self is raped
My privacy is raked
And yet I find
And yet I find
Repeating in my head
If I can't be my own
I'd feel better dead
Sway
By Lostprophets
When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes and the dreams
Into another day, another day
When the trees start to swing
And the wind makes them groan
I can tell that you don't know
To all the fights I've conquered and behold
The times have changed and I will now move over slowly
But through it all I still feel lost without you
And to find a new soul, as silence takes it's toll
(you sway)
When you are lost
(you sway)
When you're alone
(you sway)
When all you want is to find home
As the light crawls in
Feel the volume of the sky
Mark your place in time with another question why
Tiny flickers in the night
Always looking to be right
To all the fights I've conquered and behold
The times have changed and I will now move over slowly
But through it all I still feel lost without you
And to find a new soul, as silence takes it's toll
(you sway)
When you are lost
(you sway)
When you're alone
(you sway)
When all you want is to find home
Every Reason To
By From Autumn to Ashes
I thought about the end today
The final chapter
The last scene
Ending what is here and what is now
And all there is to come
No hope for tomorrow, for today
Through all this talk, on how numb
There's one just out of reach on how numb
And you bet it shows, you bet it shows
Shake downs like these get old
So now I take my heart in hand
Bleach out the shades of detriment
Branded with names that I resent
Worship on your knees again
Wear it upon my sleeve the end
Ending what is here and what is now
And all there is to come
No Hope for tomorrow for today
Through all this talk, on how numb
There's one just out of reach on how numb
And you bet it shows, you bet it shows
Shake downs like these get old
And you bet it shows, you bet it shows
In your eyes I can see
Tomorrow out of reach
This is detachment
In your eyes I can see
Tomorrow beyond me
Hurt
by Nine Inch Nails
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
I try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way.
Random Thought: Whoo! I love my new car a lot!
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